with the weight of all these eyes on us ,

[aarica lynn ward]

hello, meet aarica. she's a pretty fucked person, in my opinion. he parents were killed, in front of her, at an early age. brutally murdered and beaten and such. and she, herself was raped and violated and then left for dead. the neighbors called the cops, though, so she was saved and the sicko was sent to jail. but she was mentally scarred forever. she went through a bunch of therapy at first, but she wanted to convince everyone she was okay, so she bottled up everything and just lied to the psychiatrists. then she was shuffled from house to house because no one really needed a miserable teenage girl on their hands. and then when she turned sixteen, the episodes started happening. aarica is absolutely paranoid about everything, down to the tiniest detail. she's always thinking there's someone out to get her or someone's following her. it can get really bad sometimes--she won't get out of bad sometimes because she's just so afraid that she will get killed or something, even though she's 'safe' in side the institution here.

she's also bipolar and has massive mood swings. watch out for that. her normal personality is that she's nice, loving and caring and all that. she's not mean intentionally. but then she gets these urges to just scream at people or something. so anyway, let's plot! (:

as for friends, aarica needs someone she can trust, most likely someone she's known since she was institutionalized. she doesn't like new people. she would never, ever trust someone she just met. she's way to paranoid about everything. so if someone is willing to be her friend and say they have for a while, let's rp! they have to get over her massive mood swings and maybe try to calm down her paranoia sometimes? and aarica can help them with whatever problem they may have (:

as for lovers, how about some guy who could treat her right? since the rape, she hasn't let any guy near her. ever. so you could be the person to change her, let her know that guys are okay to be around? aarica will not trust you at first or even like want to be around you, but she could develop feelings and things could all work out (:

and then whatever else you have an idea for, let me know and we can work something out! cx so let me know what you guys wanna do !

[matthew ayer jones]

I see some things with her and Matthew! As he's been in there since he was eighteen and now he's almost twenty-one.. he could be someone she's seen around or maybe even talked to here and there.

Though he could probably instate some fear into her, but also be somewhat a friend. I kinda of laugh though, mainly because after Matt shoots up he usually has manic episodes... so I'm sure they'd fight and probably yell at each other, but his attitude's would be quick to change. So one minute he'd be hateful, and then stop for a second and basically cling to her waist and cry while saying he was sorry.

but yeah, to put it simple they'd probably both have moments where they hated each other and then the next be best friends. Though when his histrionic personality disorder comes out, it could give her something to fear [he doesn't realize sometimes that he'll go too far with sexual advances].

Which is why I don't think they'd be lover's, but more so friends (:

[aarica lynn ward]

i like that (: if you want, you can post in my thread on the roof, i think it would be good for them because she's terrified and he can calm her down

[matthew ayer jones]

sounds good to me (:! I'll post soon, I've got to get some food in my system and we can get this thing started.

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[aarica lynn ward]

k sounds good (:

[isabella rose xavier]

isabella and her can be friends - isabella is harmless as long as she isn't angered which isn't hard to do but she is quite calm, well as calm as someone can be who has a case pf psychosis and is suicidal and thinks they see dead people and hear voices of said dead people. so isabella may randomly start talking to some invisible person that ceases to exist.

[kayla.]

i think that sounds good, so (: i did mention someone, a female, who was friendly with aarica from a couple wards down from her. so maybe they can be friends already (loose ones, they can get closer though, just because aarica trusts girls alot more than guys & if they live so close they're used to each other.)