SHEPHERD, BAYLEE THOMAS

[baylee thomas shepherd]

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allow me to introduce myself. i am Baylee Thomas Shepherd and i am twenty. last time i checked, i was male. seeing that i'm here, there must be something wrong with me, right? well, my disorder(s) are/include: Schizophrenia, Bio-Polar and Depression. i know, i'm seriously fucked up, aren't i? well with proper treatment, i will get better, right? anyway, i am 5'2 feet tall and weigh around 181lbs. some people say i resemble Aaron Carter, but i just don't see it. anymore, more about me, right?

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basic information ,

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name Baylee Thomas Shepherd
nickname Lee
general appearance

[/i] Eyes - Ocean Blue
Hair - Blonde and half long with straight style
Skin Tone - Slightly White
Height - 5'2
Weight - 181lbs (is slowly dropping more due too not eating)

Clotherin
Baylee would wear anything he fits comfortable on him. Often he wears a white or blue shirt which covers the elbows. On top of this he would always wears a black leather jacket, too hide the fresh cuts so the staff wouldn't noticed them. No matter what the weather or season, he always wears his black jeans, with a silver buckle belt (which he hides very good). Footwear are the usual white trainers with red and blue stripes. The only jewerlly Baylee wears is his gold chain which his mother gave too him before their deaths, he would never give this up.l
sexuality[/i] Heterosexual though is curious with kissing boys
birthday 16th October
distinguishing features[/i]Baylee as about three two month scars on his left arm due to cutting himself. On his right cheek he as a freshly made scar after cutting himself three days ago before coming here.
likes[/i]
- Girls
- Singing (when he is happy)
- Being on his own
- Sunshine
- Animals (especially birds)
- Nature
- Tending to the garden
- Summer months
- Jogging
- Swimming
dislikes[/i]
+ Doctors
+ Being Manhandled
+ Being Locked in Room in a Dark
+ Drugs
+ Boys
+ Being around a large coward
+ Being Told what to do
+ Being Sedated
+ His voices and images
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personality ,

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patient's mental disorders / disabilities

[/i] Mood Disorders: Bi-Polar, Psychotic Disorders: Schizophrenia and Depression
comprehensive personality / behaviour[/i] Mood Disorders: Bi-Polar - Baylee tends to cut himself when stressed and when he servely depressed. These are only seen on bad days and around three weeks before the time of the accident of his parents.
Psychotic Disorders: Schizophrenia - Baylee goes very aggressive when he suffers from this. Quite often he talks to himself and sees mostly his mother, sister and other people which he doesn't want anyone to know.
Depression - Baylee would show the depression when he is very stressed.

GENERAL PERSONALTY:
The first ever personality you can plainly read and see in Baylee is that he is very sympatric. He would listen and try and comfort the other person the best he can. In very sever cases he would put loud music up , get the other person up and dance with them until they feel better. Baylee can and often gets a little over board, as he enjoys dancing and goofing around. He would even sing and play his guitar too help the other person and get him/her smiling again. Baylee can be a joker sometimes, especially when he starts to dance around. He tends too go hyper and fool around which can often go a little too far. Baylee as tones of energy, and never seems to get tired easily. In fact he is the last mad standing from five hours of dancing which is pretty insane.

Here is where he plays his flirting skills around the ladies, especially blondes and girls with blue eyes, as he is drawn to them somehow. When he starts too flirt he would give up until that person gives in to him. Here is where he plays his stubborn card, and wouldn’t back down until he got what he wants. Which is mostly anything. Don't be too fooled though, when Baylee is having a bad day he goes very aggressive, to the point he would punch swiftly towards his friends or medical staff for no reason. So they can just leave him alone. When he is really depressed and upset, he drinks heavily, which then increases his violence mostly towards men as they are the same gender. One thing is really common to him he would never ever hurt a woman, as he doesn’t agree with hurt women, as it coward ness and sick.

Baylee is also very strict and doesn’t believe that men and women should be bathing or swimming together, and he put these views onto his kids. Baylee when feeling really low, keeps himself to himself, he wouldn't allow anyone in to help. Here is where he tends to cut himself, and try his best to leave the world. This tends to hit before before the aggression does.
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background information ,

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b]family member names

[/b][/i] Mother: Leighanne || 40yrs || Doctor (dead)
Father: John || 45yrs || Doctor (dead)
Siblings: Jenna || 2yrs || None (dead)
comprehensive history[/i]Baylee was born in a cold October morning to Leighanne and John Shepherd. He was they first ever son. Baylee grew up into a well mannered kid, though he rarely saw his parents due to the fact they were both doctors and worked long hours. When Baylee was six years old his mother had another baby, and he grew a little jealous due to the fact he was pushed into a corner. Here is where he started to get verbal abuse from his father in particular.

Pretty soon Baylee created a imaginary friend to pass the time. When Baylee was thirteen years old he started to cut himself to get rid of stress in his mind, and began to see things which weren’t really there. His parents didn’t bother to help him with this and just left him be. A week later, Baylee came home from school to find the house empty. Feeling that his family have left him for good he stayed in the house, until five years later, and a day before his eighteenth birthday, the police reported to his house and gave him the news that his family have died in a car crash.

Unable to take the news, he tired to cut himself to death right in front of the police. The police tackled him and took him to hospital where he was diagnose with so many problems. For his own safety he was locked in the hospital, for treatment which he really need. In this hospital he was treated badly by the doctors, they used all kinds of treatments which included the horrible shock therapy. While being sedated to give his body a chance to recover from the shock, Baylee was ganged up on with very aggressive patients, here is when he was raped three times before being left in the room on his own. Being blamed for not responding to the treatment, Baylee was later sent to Evada , to get the treatment he needed seeing they hospital wasn't helping him.

After spending about year in Evada the treatments weren't working and after sexuality assaulting one of their female nurses and patients, he was transferred here, hoping he would at least received some needed help.[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote]

behind the mask ,

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hi my name is Derek and i am 25 years old. last time i checked, i'm a female. i've been rping for t5yrs and i love it. i found this site ad on Caution and i must say, it's awesome! so anyway, i live in GST +0 (UK Greenwich) time and i will be on 4hrs everyday i currently have this shiny new character and Derek Webber you can contact me through pm or by lemail. i promise you i have read the rules and i will be a dedicated member to the site!

X Still standing on the spot for like twenty minutes now. He saw it was a doctor and now he was in huge trouble. Backing slowly away from him, as he didn’t want the shock therapy. Unable to move away anymore, Baylee felt really vulnerable now. It wasn’t a good feeling, he was fighting too enemies, the doctor and Darwin. If it came by choice he would allow Darwin in, that way he can fight and be left alone. As when he is violent, no restraints can hold him down or calm him. His medications haven’t been working as he haven’t been taking them. Suddenly without warning the doctor came towards him and too take his jacket off. This was too much for Baylee now, and he decided to fight back, only defend himself. Get off me! He screamed off, trying to keep his jacket on. He didn’t really need this right now. Why is everyone pushing him constantly into something which he didn’t really want all the time. Why do they keep on trying to save him? Why could they simple let him die and the suffering would be gone? Baylee have accepted to his fate, so why couldn’t they.

X Finally he gave up the fight with the jacket and the doctor can see the cut again. The cut wasn’t that deep, but it would need four - five stitches to stop the bleeding. But he was clever he would undo the stitches and just reopen the scar, it would be painful but the pain he wanted to feel out of his body now. Baylee heard his voice and didn’t answer him back. He didn’t like doctors, they always hurt you. Hearing the words back inside, he knew what that means. Shock therapy as punishment. Refusing to get hurt again, Baylee shake his head and used his entire bodyweight to prevent him being taken indoors. In fact he was being dragged as the doctor’s grip and bodyweight was stronger than, way stronger. He can feel his other illness coming in slowly, and Baylee just allowed it. Normally he would fight it away, but he needed Darwin right now. Needed his help. Slowly the strength was beginning to get even and throwing his jacket on the floor, he didn’t need right now. He was put in level two for a reason, his behaviour can change in a flash. One moment he was calm and gentle, then suddenly he would become violent and aggressive, towards anyone.

X This doctor was making him lot worst as he was doing something which Baylee really hated. That was being man-handled. Baylee knew that’s what doctor’s do, and have too do it. He knew all the codes of the doctor’s job. His father and mother were one for fuck’s sake. He missed them so much, still he never understand why they weren’t here for him. What did he do wrong? Did he hurt someone really bad? No he couldn’t have. He was in this rotten hospital for reason though, he haven’t realised on how sick he was mentally. He have put it down physically sickness. Feeling the grip loosen Baylee decided to leg for it, the trouble was where, where was he going too go? He knew that escaping this place was almost impossible, but he can certainly try. He have already broken two rules anyway, he knew what will happened to him. Baylee kept on running, he wasn’t as fast as he normally was and was slowly getting tired. Running into a dead end he turned around, and quick as flash the doctor was there. He was really aggressive now. Go away! He screamed out.

X Backing more slowly he found some stones which were loose and he threw them at the doctor. Seeing he wasn’t going to leave him be, Baylee decided to run to another area. This time there were nurses and other doctors around him. This was making the problem worst and he just tried to get through gaps. No! I don’t want your help! Just leave me alone! He screamed more as someone grabbed him and wrestled him to the ground. On the floor he was defendless and unable to fight back. His legs kept on kicking out, as the gravel moved in all directions. In around an hour Baylee have tired himself out and gave up the fight. Tears were down his cheek, as he was terrified now. The visions on what’s going too happen to him is there, and now he simple waited for what they were going to do with him. He might have lost thing battle, but there would be round two and that he would win, that’s for sure.

X Slowly standing up he walked with Matt back to the hospital. his head carried down as he purposely walked very slowly. Basically trying to pissed him off really, he truly didn’t want his help. He simply wanted to go home, away from this place forever. As he walked into the building, Baylee atomically turned to go his room. But he felt the doctor tugging his arm to go to his office, here is where feared again. Going completely nuts, he began to fight again. No! No! Please I don’t want too get hurt again! Now the doctor could understand that he was once abused in his pervious asylum and was now terrified of going into his office. Left with no choice he, felt himself getting pushed into the room and was stuck with him. He immediately went to the nearest wall, protecting himself from being hurt again. If the doctor was a woman, he could relax more, but seeing he was a male. Baylee was scared more than ever. His cut was still bleeding more, and the droplets was coating the office’s floor. Let me go! He yelled at him. His tone wasn’t truly aggressive, it was mainly fear.

X Baylee wouldn’t talk to the talk, no matter how much he tired. He wouldn’t tell him his secrets, knowing they were paid for this type of information and than feed to other doctors and the abuse begin again. I don’t want treatment, now leave me go! He ordered him and went to the door, trying to get it open. Seeing it wouldn’t open, Baylee turned and faced the doctor, holding his arm, so he couldn’t get access to it. Baylee’s aggression was getting out of control, and he wouldn’t allow the doctor to treat his arm that easy. He would fight until he was unable to fight anymore. When on his medication Baylee is sweet guy, friendly and outgoing. Without the medication he turns into something else, which really aggressive and mean. Baylee wondered would this doctor noticed that. He hope not as he knew what they would do if they did know, they sedated him enough to calm him down and then force his medication into his system, by a needle. No they wouldn’t do that too him, as Baylee would get out of here. You better stay away from me! He ordered and kept a close eye on him, and ready to defend himself if needed.

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