Post by jason laurence sharpe on Sept 10, 2010 16:06:07 GMT -5
Entry One
It's a typical day thing for me.
New places, new people, but no one new to care, right? Hell I work at this place now and it scares me. Talk about atmosphere you can feel...you don't need sounds to feel the static in the air.
But that's a lousy first entry in a journal.
Trying again.
I've been here...three days? Yeah, three.
I think I'll like the company, given time, but the air is stale. Sort of like a graveyard. There are a lot of places I feel like I shouldn't walk over or through. Again with the graveyard similarities...
I haven't gotten friendly with any patients yet, but considering that they avoid me out of hate begotten fear, I don't blame them. This place is a hell to them, and I work here. Of course, it's laughable that, telling myself I just work here. Sad. But the point is to make money, pure and simple. And not to get fired. I have to establish myself, first. Then, I'll allow myself to muck up the works a bit, see what I'm allowed and not allowed to do.
Who knows, maybe they use those padded cells for employees. I'd like to know how far in advance those things are booked...a lot of images run through my mind thinking about it, most of them pleasing, some of them dark, all of them based in sexual innuendo. Screw me for the idea then.
Off that topic...I wish it would rain. I love walks outside in the wet, and the gardens here aren't to inviting without the water. Maybe I should have signed on as a gardener...
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It's a typical day thing for me.
New places, new people, but no one new to care, right? Hell I work at this place now and it scares me. Talk about atmosphere you can feel...you don't need sounds to feel the static in the air.
But that's a lousy first entry in a journal.
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Trying again.
I've been here...three days? Yeah, three.
I think I'll like the company, given time, but the air is stale. Sort of like a graveyard. There are a lot of places I feel like I shouldn't walk over or through. Again with the graveyard similarities...
I haven't gotten friendly with any patients yet, but considering that they avoid me out of hate begotten fear, I don't blame them. This place is a hell to them, and I work here. Of course, it's laughable that, telling myself I just work here. Sad. But the point is to make money, pure and simple. And not to get fired. I have to establish myself, first. Then, I'll allow myself to muck up the works a bit, see what I'm allowed and not allowed to do.
Who knows, maybe they use those padded cells for employees. I'd like to know how far in advance those things are booked...a lot of images run through my mind thinking about it, most of them pleasing, some of them dark, all of them based in sexual innuendo. Screw me for the idea then.
Off that topic...I wish it would rain. I love walks outside in the wet, and the gardens here aren't to inviting without the water. Maybe I should have signed on as a gardener...
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No quotes worth noting yet. No time to formulate lists either.